Venting some steam here. Please, bare with me. So, i akways try to play with the mindset that, win OR lose, at least im getting some entertainment value back, right? And it used to be like that. On an average losing night, I could sit down with a couple hundred dollars or forty dollars or whatever, and if i kept my wagers relatively small cpuld play for an hour or two, or even longer. Riding the roller coaster up and down, not high enough to withdraw but just to keep playing, then back down, back up, back down untill the inevitable house edge catches up and squeezes that last dollar out. But at least it took a while. There were a couple decent wins in there, (usually after you just lost a whole bunch) just enough to get that little squirt of adrenaline flowing, and for a short while at least there was an illusion of hope that said “Yes! I might bounce back out of the hole ive dug .” But of course that time you didnt. And you can look back and say, Well i lost a couple hundred bucks, but i spent four hours and had a little fun so it wasnt a total loss. And anyway you cant win them all…
So thats what playing here USED to be like.
Lately, id say in the past 4-5 months. Ive deposited probably 40 or 50 times and on nearly each occasion its been gone in a puff of smoke. Tonight for example, playing just $0.20 and $0.40 a spin my money was all gone in like 10 mins. Wheres the fun in that? Wheres the entertainment value in no winner 16 times in a row then “win” a nickel theb twelve more losers then another nickel then twenty-seven more losers and then $0.35 and eight losers and another nickel and then fourteen losers and youre down to like $5 left and maybe finally hit a bonus wheel and its 7x so $1.40 because you just dropped your bet down to 20cents then a couple more nickels and its all gone. My last 30 or more depisits of been exactly that way. Id be way better off giving my money to a friend and having them kick me in the… groin area as hard as they can. Am i just on a horrible dry spell? Did i anger a support rep and they cranked down the RTP dial on me? Did they jyst crank the RTP dial down for everybody because the crypto market’s tanked? I dont know. But it gets to point of insanity where we keep doing the same thing over and over and over, expecting things to change but they dont and it gets to the point where sometimes people snap. I mean everybody has their limits right. Of course you could argue that i should just stop playing and perhaos i will. Not stop gambling or anything crazy like that, just stop playing at ignition casino. But ive got 3.32 million ignition miles! And i just KNOW that DIAMOND VIP invite is coming ANY day now! Then all my worries will be over, i hear they hand feed you grapes and fan you with palm leaves, full body massages and mai-tai’s. So i guess ill just keep plugging away. I just wish it was even just a little bit fun, you know, losing all my money in 5 minutes, but its all going towards a good cause. Should be any day now. I can feel it.
